Too Fast? in One sip at a time

  • Feb. 10, 2014, 10:36 p.m.
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We yearn for the advice of others to help guide our hearts. Expeciting their lessons learned in life to save us a mistake here and there. We focus on their wisdom as if the words were written in self-help books. And yet, they had to make the choice to make the mistake. They learned from their own un-doing. And here I stand looking at your beautiful hands scared to death to admit was has happened.

"You are moving too fast. I thought you said you want to go slow?" "You are spending the entire weekend with him?" "You would think after 27 years you would learn your lesson about falling in love so quickly, im not mad at you, just dissapointed you can not see what I see"

All words from friends and family. I know they all mean well, I just do not know what to do. I am obviously hearing the wisdom, but what do I do with it. How do I stall my heart from falling in love with him? I always fall so hard, so fast. Just a strong yearning to be loved......I can not help my weak heart. How slow is slow? Why is this so fast? I am old now, there is no time to slow down. So confused. So much advice, so foggy, ugh.


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