The last place to look hasn't been found yet in A new start

My sister messaged a few days ago, maybe a week looking for pictures from my grandma’s memorial service. I think I have some… somewhere. I think they are on the dead computer, or my aunt has them. I dunno. But I cannot find them. But you know what I can find? Songs upon songs upon songs. Apparently I didn’t want to loose a single song I’ve ever owned on a disk or downloaded. But finding pictures is nearly impossible. Oh wait I found some fonts, like over 100 of them and some pictures just not the right age of pictures. Most of what I have found were scans of hard copies that I already looked through. Oh well, I guess my sister will live. It just frustrates me.

I watch Ghost Adventures a lot. While watching an episode I thought of something… what if there were ghosts/spirits everywhere. Every thing is haunted however not every person can see/ experience it. I don’t know that I have ever experienced anything as of yet, but maybe. I swear I can feel my grandma checking in with me. Feel like there is a mist in my doorway out of the corner of my eye. But never anything big.

I wish they would make the lottery have better odds. It doesn’t need to be billions of dollars. Who really needs that much money? I think it should be capped off at ten million. Even that is a bit much but with taxes it’s not bad. Granted I would love to have any portion of any lottery but you have to play to win. And well, I work too hard to waste my money on that. Err I mean my husband works too hard to waste money on that. I was thinking of what I would do with winnings if I did play and win. I would pay off mine and my mom’s house and buy a better property for my family. I’d give my brother and sisters some money. My kids would get a trust fund or something. Where it would be my money I wouldn’t feel as though I would have to but I would give my husband’s mom some money, maybe his bro too. Give his boys a little money also, in a trust fund. I don’t want their mom touching it. I guess I would do something for my dad but don’t know what. My step mom doesn’t deserve anything. That is a bitch thing to say but hey it’s how I feel. I would make sure I put money somewhere that it can grow, even a little bit. Then I would also donate some money to mental illness and veterans. Try to get a few people off the streets somehow. Nope I wouldn’t do too much.

Well, I should head to bed. Work comes very quickly.