Mind fuck in Riverdale

I wanna fuck you raw.
Deep.
No sleep.
Not skin.
But from within.
I want to get under your skin.
Veins.
I want to feel your pain.
I want to see you hurt
I want to see you fall.
I want to feel less alone.
I want to not hate you.
Feel envy.
I want to connect to your dark.
I want the ugly truth.
No matter how unclouth.
I cant stand this facade.
All the shiny bright happy things.
The lies.
I recognize.
Dont play the games.
Drop the curtain.
And the act.
I do not feel bad.
I just cant care.
I am within myself.
And I got there
By going down the hole .
Wouldnt know who I was if I hadnt lost it all.
The distractions.
The bliding light.
Is replaced with a dark glare.
An evil smile.
I dont scare.
I will die.
Just to see it all.
Naked.
And unafraid.
Distraught.
Lost.
I am not stupid.
I lost respect.
For the image you are trying to project.