I tried. in Riverdale

Observing.
Cant do nothing but that.
Drained.
In pain.
Wounded.
I give up.
I have no more words to say.
I dont know what to do anymore.
I fight and fight fight.
Its futile.
Its dark.
Theres no clarity.
I have no power.
I have no clue.
I try.
I try.
I cry.
I ask why.
I push.
Nothing.
No fucking clue.
What to do.
Im.down.
I am not around.
I am not there.
and i cant even care.