Sids,pet died,imaginary bear, and vehicle needs fixed in Misadventures of West Virginia Woman

So many things have happened in the past 3 days it is hard to write them all down. My vehicle has been leaking out steering fluid and my air conditioner hose has a hole in it. While watching a location i overheated. I was placed in guard shack to cool down. There while cooling down another security guard told me her grandbaby had a sids episode but child was brought back with cpr. The child is in the hospital needs $300 heart monitor to come home. This lady was upset trying figure out how to afford it. I can understand why. I wish i could help but i am barely paying bills myself!

Mom dogs Yugi died of old age. We had him for 13 years! He was an older dog when we got him. I have no idea his true age but one thing is for sure mix breed dogs are resilent! I will miss him!

Where i work so much with so little sleep I have been functioning but not thinking clearly. Most minors are on holiday so i was mostly by myself. I saw something on camera went to look. I thought i was imagining things so i walked back to guard shock. Shortly later rover asked me if i saw the mama and 2 bears. I saw her but my brain simply didnt register it! She must not believed in me as much as i didnt believe in her! I am lucky i wasnt close enough for her to attack me while she protected her young.

While sitting there bored a saw several turkeys. I tried take a picture with my phone it wouldnt zoom but blur.I felt defeated sat down to read my book to hear the turkeys scream one fly over the guard house. A tiny weiner dog chase them up the road and over the horizon. I laughed because the turkeys could have beat him but didnt. Obviously the dogs attitude is bigger than his body!

I lost my training cards i need to work at the coal mine in the house. I have no idea where i put it! I am going have to reorder them. I hope i can get them in the mail. I work 12 hour shifts multiple days in a row! If an inspector finds out i dont have these cards it is a $10,000 find and fired instantly! I am going call today see if i have to drive to Charleston to get them or not. I can’t afford to miss work. I got to figure put how to make it work.

My power steering is tearing up on the truck. I talked to mom she is going to let me borrow her van until dad can fix it! I am really grateful she is helping me. I wouldnt know what to do if it wasnt for the kindness of parents and Talan’s mom.

I work a lot to still dont have money. My entire life i never had more than $1,000 in my bank account ever. I dont know how rich manage to get so much. I struggle to even put $25 a month in savings without pulling it out needing it for bills. I have no credit card debt because i decided not to charge what i can’t afford! Everyone brags about all expensive things they got.. I talk about being grateful to get by and gossip about my cats.

I work 10 pm to 6 am. I am going to take a short nap before i start calling to try to get my paperwork for work and borrow mom and dads van. There simply isnt enough hours in a day to get everything done. Thank God for energy drinks!