Too Much in Thirty-Three

Ugh these last two days can suck my cock.

Yesterday I got up and went to the bank because Tuesday night my account went negative since I forgot to pay my cable bill with my dad’s card like usual.

I was going to transfer the money from his account to mine go cover it but I checked his account and realized he doesn’t have much either so I’ll just keep a negative account for a while. Spoiled my whole day. Not because I couldn’t get the money but because I just feel bad that he’s in that position again. Fuck my life.

I came home and went back to bed. I have had a horrendous migraine since Tuesday night. Lasted all day yesterday and all day today. But I did start my period today. My cycles have been anywhere from 40-50 days these last couple of times I don’t get it. I’m going to call my gyno.

Plus my primary needs to talk to me about my exam on Monday. My cholesterol os high as well as my blood sugar. That annoys me but with this diet it’s supposed to take 3 months to level everything out. Ugh just another bullshit thing to worry about.

I probably screwed up the PT thing too. Or maybe I’m just reading into it too much
I had my session today with the other guy, T, and he doesn’t do as good a job as M does. Like I have seen him twice and he is less thorough and whatnot with his exam. So whatever I did my thing and left.

I was feeling bold and sent M a message on there saying “After today I just have to say you do a better job with your hands.” Yep I’m officially dumb lol. It is what it is.

I don’t go back until Tuesday so it’s no big deal.

I’m miserable with the cramps. I’ve taken two rounds of midol and it has not done a damn thing. I’m sooooo done and it’s only the first day.

Blah.