Change of plans,:(, cleaning up in Misadventures of West Virginia Woman

I got excited about going back to work at the highschool come to find out they want me on call. No guaranteed hours.. Forget that i need stability i am going to miss my security job! Thank God i didnt put on my 2 week notice with Rescare. I really almost screwed up there! I know I am eating crow. I hope someday to find a better job but no lie i am glad i still have a job. I couldnt imagine being jobless.

Talan upset about US Security setting us up on an on call basis. He is putting in job applications while at his security job now. I hope he finds a good job! I need help getting by!

I am wore out i been cleaning out the rental i used to rent from dad. I took 2 loads of things to the dump my mom freaked out on me about her not going through the stuff first. She is famous pack rat. Dad and mom often argue she doesnt need more stuff. My dad has been kind to me helping me lately.. I am worried he isnt well. Most of the time he only this kind to me when he thinks he might die. I am secretely hoping he will remain healthy and this kindness will follow him the test of his life! I hope someday my family can put behind the past and get along once more.

I hope i can to to church this weekend. Last weekend i was with Tella. I been trying to be more religious in the hope i will find peace.. Each person finds their own path i guess.