regarding my last entry 3 yrs. ago. timeline of events. in yes i'm aware it's 2016. june 4, 2016 in 'that night/the Milk Night'

‘ so in my last entry i started to go through the timeline of events from ‘that night’ 3 yrs. ago.

apparently it was a fri. i remember it being dark when things started happening er it was already dark out. ‘big bang’ was on so it must’ve been around 10. i don’t know. if we got into the argument before or after ‘big bang’ and i don’t remember what happened before either of those 2 events. it was may 3rd.

um so we got into an argument and he sent me spinning and i went into my bathroom and swallowed.seeds which btw those kindof seeds don’t do shit for you. please don’t ask what kind they were. and then.i did the stupid thing. i don’t remember. if i’d had the 2 cups of wine before all that or after the seeds. i somehow ended up back in the living room and.........i remember there was his blanket. and i was crying and cold though the crying might’ve been due to low blood sugar and not me being upset or maybe both. i don’t remember him giving me milk. but.which evidently he did.

oh then i was in my bathroom again. and then my room evidently neither of us............um.................slept but i must’ve passed out. and i only know that cause i woke up the next day.

we ended up in my living room. he made me bacon. i haven’t had meat in a little over 3 yrs. actually i haven’t had meat since. my god i miss meat. ‘