My sister. in Elm

So my sister reached out to me after 6 months of us not talking.

I confessed to her that our father molested me.

She didn’t believe me. Continued to question me and bring up other men who molested me as a child, I guess in her own fucked up way of discrediting me…

It hurt really bad. I had a nervous breakdown. I trusted her. She told me I could trust her. She told me she loved me and cared about my feelings when she did anything but. She got my trust again to just find out the “dirt” between why I wasn’t speaking to our father.

She told me all these fancy nice things and I blurted it out.

And all she did was criticize me question me blame me.

It hurt so much.

Now fast forward 6 months later. She texts me saying I love you and I am thinking of you and hoping you are ok blah blah blah. And it hurts and makes me feel confused as she did this to me before.

She abused me all my life. She was abused I am sure of it . But she will not apologize or a knowledge the added damage she did to me. Nor will she admit that she was abused by my father too. I know she was.

My mom told me my sister is going crazy over “conspiracy theories” mostly about pedophiles in Hollywood illuminati etc.

Because my mom lives near the river of denial too she told my sister she was acting crazy and doesn’t want to hear it.

My sister goes on and on texting her links and websites about this stuff. About how she’s not crazy and she at least she cares about someone who isn’t herself. She cares about the little children who are being molested.

I don’t know if what my sister is saying to my equally in denial mother makes me laugh or cry or both.

Last updated March 14, 2019