laundry, again. in yes i'm aware it's 2016. nov. 19 2017 in Aurora Stuff/the lady

‘ so in an entry from the 13th i put: ‘so. last night i was saying how. um. the lady told me [well indirectly. she eluded to it] to have another clothing item in the washing machine to balance it out. ok and that makes sense. but i don’t see how that impacts her. or the washing machine. or me. like uh ok good to know. but she’s talking about the object and not the people. and not how the 2 are correlated. now i’m not stupid i can figure it out. But i need to actually hear, her reason for it. is it bc my clothes won’t get washed all the way? um. but isn’t what setting the time on the washing machine does? is it makes sure it goes through the complete cycle?’

right well. So earlier today she said she wanted to speak to me about something. ok a speaking is what an orator does. is she going to take up public speaking now? [yes i’m that person. she can just say ‘talk’ god.]. but she said ‘it’, w/e ‘it’ is and i’m guessing she meant the washing machine. needs friction. um. ok. but like. what’s that got to do w/ laundry? like how are those 2 correlated? And she also said otherwise it wastes water. uh ok that one makes sense. and she also said ‘soap’ or ‘detergent’. ok well A ‘soap’ is bar or hand soap so. that’s not really......a thing. People don’t put bar or hand soap in the washing machine that’s just weird. they shouldn’t anyway. also. isn’t that what settings are for? to use the least amount of water as possible for certain items? thing is i don’t think she wants me adjusting the settings. [or this is just me continue-ing on the way i am. well yeah.].
and uh 2. I use the Tide packets so. yeah i think i’ll be alrite. and i use one per load. it’d be just weird to use 2 per load.
so. i stopped doing my laundry around like 6 i think. and it’s now 8:45. cause i didn’t want her to remind me again to have another clothing item in there. right well that’s not my way at times. just bc i understand something doesn’t mean i’ll change my ways. and in fact no i probably won’t. it just means i understand it. ‘