This Is Getting Old in meh...

1) So daughter’s electric is about to be turned off. She went to see about getting some assistance for that, but the electric is in her boyfriends name and since he’s in jail, it can’t be switched over. Her landlord is partially at fault because he has a faulty HVAC unit that he didn’t want to take care of to help curb those costs. He got someone out to see about it, but now that the weather is tolerable, they want to shut her electric off.

As usual, it’s a whole situation with her.

So her solution was to tell me that, “Well, I guess we’ll be at your house until I can pay it off.”
Excuse me?? How fucking long is THAT going to take?? Still have rent to pay down and for someone that’s always working, how is this stuff an issue?? And on top of that she didn’t ask if she could stay. I’m just tired of always being that person. Yes. She’s my daughter. I help her all the fuckin time. ALL the fuckin TIME. I told her to suck it up, open some windows. She can hang at my house, feed the kids from my house, but after that, bed time go home and open some windows. Now she wants to act all wounded. Now she has window units I didn’t know about AFTER I bought her two fans, one of which cost more than I wanted it to. “I just won’t come at all.” I’m sure she has talked all about how I ain’t shit. I’m not selling my peace and I’m not going into debt for her. I can’t do that. I can’t do that. This shit is getting old, as am I, and I’m done with it. She always asks Bubby Sr what will he do when I’m no longer around? WTF are YOU going to do?? Sheewiz…

2) So the birthday gathering wasn’t as awkward as I thought it would be. RJ & Bobbie showed up and she stood next to me with her arms out. I looked at her and said, “You don’t love me.” This was responded to by a hug anyway and her saying, “Are you crazy?? I’m sitting up here all emotional and shit! I don’t let people see me like this. I miss you!!” Then she leaked tears. I While she hugged me, she stepped around kind of behind me (I was sitting on a bar stool) so that she was facing away from everyone. I grabbed a napkin for her to wipe her eyes so no one could see her tears. We still didn’t talk about our shit. I’m actually going to suggest we get together and hash this out.

3) I have a car now and I don’t know what to do. Possibly because I don’t have money anymore. I never had money for real. Now, money goes toward gas, insurance, and car payment. I got a way to get around, no money to do anything about it. This is fucked up. LOL

On that note, I’m about to go home in 18 mins.
Team Building wasn’t as live as it was last month but it was still fun.

I’m out…

Kindest regards,
Sister