Birthday in The grotesque metamorphosis of a Bi-Polar human into a Tri-polar monster.

“All my suffering’s a light and momentary pain…while the weight of an endless glory still remains.”

Today has been a great fucking day.

I skipped class…well…hold on, let me start at the beginning…I let myself sleep in until like 1:30 because my dreams were so amazing I just kept wanting to fall asleep and get back into them.
THEN, when I woke up I made the decision that I was going to skip class today…because today is my god damn birthday, and I can do what I want.

I mean…tomorrow I’m going to have to sit down and watch the class recording…so it’s not really like I skipped anything.

Anyway, I woke up and did a little bit of skating, and then Golnar and I went to the weed church, and went on a walk with her dog, and then we went to go get some lunch at this dope little restaurant on campus that we always go to.

Then I kind of just laid around for a little bit before going to dinner with my parents at my absolute favorite restaurant in the entire world ever…so that was a nice thing.

Now I’m home…super full, a little tipsy…super full…and getting ready to lay down and go back to my dreams for the night because my dreams are always so much better than my actual waking life.

Tomorrow I guess I’ll wake up and go to work…and drive to the pharmacy afterwards because I didn’t do that today.

Whatever, today was the perfect relaxed “me” day ever…

…oh, and my parents are going to get me a new mattress for my birthday, so that’s actually super fucking rad because I’ve had this same bed for years and years and years…it’s time for a new one…maybe it will help me sleep better.

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My uncle just called me…he has downs-syndrome and he’s the sweetest person in the entire world, and he just called to wish me a happy birthday and to make sure that someone took me out to go get some food today, haha…so amazing.

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Anyway…now I’m just listening to Thrice, and I feel like it would be nice to make some art or something…but I also feel like it would be nice to just go to sleep…so maybe I’ll just go to sleep.

I don’t know.

This entry is dumb, but I felt like I needed to write something because it’s my birthday…and I’m trying to be better about journaling, trying to get it in every day if possible.

As always, thanks for listening.
I love you and I’m glad you’re still here.
-Dane