Maybe Today in meh...

So my insurance guy gave me reasonable quote.

I’ve prayed about this.

I’ve talked to my brother.
I told him my only hesitation is that if I do this RIGHT NOW, my next two payments will run into my rent check. I still have money left (surprisingly, the way I’ve been spending on food-damn shame) that will buffer the effects of that. I’m not looking forward to my next electric bill either with the weather being as brutally hot as it has been. I have so many concerns, but if I don’t try, if I don’t stop being fearful of what I have no idea is going to happen…Let’s just say, I need to see where this takes me.

I can start getting around like I want (will be no fun if I don’t have money to do anything, but hey, it’s whatever), I can come at my business at a different angle and make some extra money. My daughter quit the bar. Don’t know if she will pick up extra shifts on the weekends at the daycare or what. If not, I can really do my thing business wise.

My brother just asked me if I can leave early again.
I just talked to my mom so now she is in on it.
I don’t know when he’s talking about leaving, but mom said he was on a conference call just now.

It’s later than it was yesterday. I think I can deal with it.
I came in and clocked in 10min early and took a 30min lunch. I don’t really know what time I clocked out to find out how much time to make up. I clocked in at 8:06 today, lunch was a bit over 30 mins. Geeez, cars are stressful, but I’m not complaining.

Let’s get it…