I Don't Know What To Say in meh...

I’ve been in a flux lately.
I’ve been wanting write for a few weeks. I said I wasn’t going to write anything until someone else does, but the thing of it is, I just didn’t want to come here and talk about other people’s shit.

I literally have nothing going on productive or otherwise in my life. People around me however have been going through and I didn’t want to come here and write about their stuff.

I didn’t want to come here and whine about my period.

Kate Spade & Anthony Bourdain’s deaths are sad and hollowing.
One of the people I follow on here has basically said that she’s planning on killing herself and that has sparked deep feelings of sadness because what do you do when someone is motivated to ending their own life? As a matter of fact, I wrote that very thing on Facebook the other day because of this. Now it’s alleged that’s how Anthony Bourdain ended his life. This brings out the “You never know what someone else is going through” crowd and it’s like keep your clichés. But still what do you do?

I have no words, no actions, no trick cards, nothing up my sleeve to make anyone better or make them know they are loved and cared for. I don’t know what to say, what to do.

That is a pretty helpless place to be in. The person who is struggling with the decision to suicide themselves, that’s even an worse place to be in. I don’t know. I just…

::heavy sighs::

Pray for all struggling with mental health issues.
Please.

Kindest regards,
Sister