Fiance makes me late for work, so angry in Misadventures of West Virginia Woman

I laid Talan’s clothes out his phone keys wallet all he needed for work. I tried to wake him up early for him to refuse to get up. He made me late for bus duty again because he decided he needed to take a massive bowel movement the last second. I tried to rush him for him to argue it isn’t that big of a deal. Today I was 6 minutes late my boss made me work 10 minutes of my shift unpaid for something I have no control of. I was pissed. He even talked about writing me up next time. Talan drives me because my car is broke down. I can’t afford to fix the headgasket. I would give anything to have my own car and not depend on Talan.

I told Talan how upset I am being late for work he made smart ass comment he will go to bed as soon as we get home if he stays up since 1 am he should make me late for my 6:45 am bus duty. I told him he would find some lame excuse to make me late. I am tired of his shit. I told him shape up or I will wake him up 4 o’clock every morning instead 5 to get ready for work.

I have been working for this company since August 2017 I got my first blister on the bottom of my feet. I got it after a 13 1/2 hour shift. My feet are getting calluses I hate my feet being touched but I might need a pedicure. My back and my knees cause me a lot of issues because I stand up nonstop most of my day.

Tomorrow is election day. A day off. I think I am going to put out job applications. I might ask Talan’s mom if I can borrow her truck I need my independence. Tired Talan’s shit. I need a running car. I need independence without fear my car won’t make it home.