i don't want to be insensitive. in 2017. got it.

from sun. and again. still behind:

‘i was raped in oct. of um 2004. when i was 17. well before that time i came out to. a [now] former friend of mine. and i was nervous about it but it’s not like anything new had happened in our world. it’s not like i’d heard of a hate crime against LGBTQ people on the news. so i didn’t have to be afraid that just by coming out i was immediatly targeted just bc i was........w/e i was er am. not straight.

but now. not that i go clubbinb and haven’t in, yrs. but omygod if i go to pride and get targeted some day. i’m already targeted bc i’m a woman.

also. yeah before i was raped i was kindof ok w/ it. w/ being...........w/e it is. w/ being not straight. but now. and i know having been raped doesn’t suddenly ‘make someone’ LGBTQ or w/e. like no obviously not as i wasn’t straight prior to being raped. so. i didn’t suddenly become that way. and i really don’t want to be insensitive here.

no but honestly. were i to date a woman yeah it would be safer. when it comes to those types of relationships. in terms of dating. and stuff i never had a bad experience w/ a woman. maybe a woman wouldn’t do to me what a man’s done. i know that’s generalising and i know not all men guys, are like that. but also. all my rapes have been commited by men. by guys. so................ ‘