Snow....lots and lots of snow!!! in A day in the life...

So I get up today, return my husband's phone call, and his first words are "Have you looked outside?" Well, no, no I haven't....why? He just laughs, then says you might want to skip your group therapy tonight, to which I thought oh hell no I'm not....I look forward to that and there's NO WAY I'm missing it! Then after I hung up with hubby I listened to the voicemails on my cell phone and I'll be damned, there's a message from the therapist's office telling me group was cancelled for tonight because of the weather. Now I start thinking hmmm....maybe I should look outside. So I did.....and all I can see is white! Seriously, I can barely see my cute little red car, it's so deep!

I really hope it's not this bad tomorrow, because I have an appointment to see my lawyer tomorrow to give him paperwork from my psychiatrist that he can add to the complaint. You could say it's another nail in the coffin, because the paperwork details how what happened at work led to my ride on the crazy train. I have to say, I will be SO glad when all this legal crap is over. I know I'm in the right, but thinking about it still gives me massive anxiety and I just want it over with.....and soon.

So about my sister.....her CT scan of her head came back clear, thank you Jesus! But tomorrow is the day we've all been praying about and I've been scared shitless about....tomorrow they're doing a biopsy of a mass in her lung to see if she has lung cancer. I'm trying so hard to not worry and be afraid...I know God's got this. But for most of our lives Stacey and I weren't close, mostly because of her alcoholism and drug addiction. Then a little over 18 months ago she finally got clean and we developed a real honest-to-goodness sister relationship! We're close now....closer than I ever dreamed we would be. And the thought of losing her now....I can't bear to think about it, I just can't. I can't lose my sister....not when I finally got her back. So I've been spending lots and lots of time praying and, yes, begging God to let Stacey be okay. And again, I'm asking for prayers from all of you, please please pretty please....it would mean so much to me, to my whole family.

I'm pissed that this weather will prevent hubby and I from going to the gym. I was thinking we could just walk over to the fitness center here at the apartment complex and at least get a little bit of exercising in, but like I said before....this stuff outside is DEEP! So I don't know if even that will be possible. Makes me wish we hadn't sold our treadmill. Oh well....guess I'll just have to lay around in my comfy flannel jammies, under my warm, soft Blackhawks throw, and turn on the faux fireplace and look forward to Criminal Minds tonight :-) Hey, I can think of worse ways to spend a day/evening.

I think I'll finish watching General Hospital and then go clean up the kitchen. I've been sick with a cold the past couple of days so I've been slacking in my housekeeping duties. Thank goodness for Vitamin C, Zinc and Mucinex...in large doses, because I'm feeling a lot better.

I hope you all have a fabulous day....even if you're stuck inside, like I am. Snuggle up and enjoy! Much love....xoxo