i don't know how to be. this. in 2017. got it.

again still behind. [well..........yeah being that this again. is from sat.]:

‘ i don’t know how to be. this. bi pans questioning. how am i supposed to be.

...............

.............someone who’s not straight. i can pull of straight i’m good at that i know. what that is. but being another sexuality. ?

i’m new to this.

all my life i had all the answers i knew exactly what to do about a situation. i knew what the answers to the questions were.

and now.

i’m the one who has questions.

and the thing that makes it difficult is there’s. not just one way to be. bi or pans or whatever.

yeah there are too many options right now. and i’ve had a bit. so............there’s that. ‘