i don't understand how people just like. do this. like be fluid and all. in 2018

So as someone w/ anxiety. I have to for example. take a minute to mentally prepare myself to answer the front door. or when I’m at the bank. I enter the bank go into their little lobby area by the ATM. then after a bit i go into the actual bank part.

like. sorry but I have anxiety. and whereas w/ other people. they don’t even have to take a minute to. mentally get ready to answer the door. or make stops along the way to talking to the bank people. they’re fluid as anything whereas w/ me. uhm. no. do they not have anxiety? no guess not. i just. i don’t know i don’t realte to them and um. going through my day and doing things fluidly is just. really..........foreign to me.

am i alone here? anyone?

Last updated July 16, 2018