Mockingbird Woman Part 2 *TW* in 2017. got it.

so i helped a lady today. i mean a random lady not someone i knew/know.

well so. this is the 2nd time i’ve seen her. she’s a sign flyer. and stands on a median or the 2 times i’ve seen her she’s been. well as i’m going towards the dollar store i read her sign. it says ‘i need food’ [cause i don’t want to just buy someone food prior to asking] and that she has 5 kids. on my way to the dollar store i’m thinking of what to buy her. [like really it’s not a problem.]. well anyway long story short i bought her an apple and a jar of peanut butter [i hope she’s not allergic. in which case sorry.]. and i gave her my bottle of tea i’d previously bought. cause apple and pb is healthy. and well at leas the pb will last a couple days it does for me. and it’s something someone doesn’t have to cook/microwave.

and when i gave it to her. she was so. happy. [and also she was indian. as in the country. er rather. the place Ghandi - sp? - was from.]. that was the bravest thing i did today. but why should i be scared? nervous yes cause. people. it could just as easily be any one of us. [not asking for anyone’s back story.]. ya know? and i.............came near once. that’s not a part of my life i talk about but maybe some day i will. when i’m ready.

also. and as far as i knew it wasn’t when i knew him. my um. late best friend was in that situation a few times. and he was. one of the nicest people i ever knew. [not that those 2 are always mutually exclusive cause they’re not.]. so. part of it’s in honor of him