Since I Have Some Time in meh...

I came home from work yesterday and decided not to cook. As a matter of fact, my son wasn’t home and I laid on the couch and stayed there. I think, when I go through hormone changes, or because I’ve taken a lot of turmeric supplements, my heart was doing that thing it’s always done. It happens like once a month or every other month. So since Monday, I’ve been chilling out and not eating anything but veggies. Also my throat is also bothering me a bit as of yesterday afternoon at work.

I watched tv and almost fell asleep. I’ve not had meat since Sunday. Trying not to each much cheese too, but goat cheese is that DEAL. This week, I’ve probably had like a forkful of meat from some chicken salad I bought on Saturday.

I forgot to turn my phone off vibrate, so sitting on the couch I didn’t here it buzz. I picked up my phone just on a notion and saw my niece sent a text and called. I called her back. She was at my dad’s house and asked if she could spend the night with the babies. I’m like sure. I don’t have a problem with that at all. That asshole decided to threaten her (to shoot her in the face), threaten her grandmother, and some other shit. So she left.

My sister that passed, this is her daughter. My sister and I have had a lot of likeness in our lives. From our daughters being the first born and our first born being handfuls. So she reminds me of my daughter. In the vein that, it’s after 11p. Her daughter is being fussed at to go to sleep, but she has the light on, is on video chat with someone so they are on speaker. I couldn’t fall asleep and I was downstairs. I let them have my bed. Her little baby is like another appendage. If he doesn’t see her in the room, he is crying. That’s typical baby stuff, but I’m old and set in my ways. LOL I can’t deal with that much. Especially since my neighbor is the douche from hell. I don’t want any trouble.

But all in all, they slept all night. Little baby didn’t wake up until I was getting ready for work. He at least smiled at me when I leaned over to play with him a bit.

Just had an issue at work tracking down the owner of a delivery since they didn’t put a contact name on the invoice. ::grrrrrr::

At any rate, when she got here, she called my stepmother and she said thanks to me for letting them stay. Then her grandmother, sister’s mom who gives her hell, says the same thing this morning. I’m like, there is no need to thank me; this is family. My blood. If she needs me, I’m there. Even though my daughter ain’t shit, I feel the same way about her too.

So with that being said, they were at my house. I don’t know if it’s going to be just for tonight or for a few. I hope not a few. lol But she does have a car and won’t have to be in the house all day. So, there’s that.

And that’s all I have on it right now.

Take care of yourself to take care of others.

Kindest regards,
Sister