i had a dream about SU. in 2017. got it.

yes. in the dream i was contemplating actually doing it.
I was w/ this group of people. and we were in this big house. thing and one of them had somehow found out i was contemplating it and they had me talk to this redhead Alexandra. [this sounds a lot like boarding school. only no one at that school was named ‘alexandra’. that’s actually why i left cause they couldn’t handle people w/ emotional problems which, i didn’t know prior to going. um anyway] which. didn’t help a lot. There was this redheaded priest. guy there and Y was telling him my feelings on what she’d said and he went ‘her talk to her tell her that’ even though. she was right there. so i told her and i ‘someone tells me not to do something and i’ve never wanted to do it more’ cause well it’s true.
so the whole thing between [or among i guess since there were 3 people there] among, us rather. among us didn’t end well.