No patience in Elm

Can't continue to make excuses for you

Will not baby you

You know what your doing

So you run to your enablers

People weaker than me

More desperate than me

More blind.

I can't take it anymore

I want more

I deserve more

Not this hanging in limbo

Taking too much out of me

For what?

So you can be ungreatful?

Blame me whenever you fall?

Never apologize

Always have an excuse

And the excuse ain't  even that good

So let that bridge burn

It's time

If I stay I'll just be hurt more

Trying to save something that cannot be saved.

I realized that I care about me

You don't care about yourself

You used to tell me all the time

I didn't want to believe you

I thought it was lies because

I could never give up on myself

It  makes me sad for you

But not enough to allow exposure to you .

You can know something.

But not really feel it

And until you really feel it you won't be able to do anything about it.

Because you don't believe your mind

But you trust your feelings

And your feelings hurt

You are numb inside

You are stunted inside

And it is really sad

But I kind of get it

I've been  there

But for me to get stuck there

For some reason I was not able to get stuck there .

I feel whether I want to feel or not

And my feelings can help me.

Last updated March 13, 2019