ug. today was. in 2017. got it.

and again. this is from yesterday:

so um. while i was walking to. walgreen’s i had to stop more then i usually do as. i was having breathing. issues. i think that might have had to do w/ the uneven ground. as when i was in the. residential area it didn’t happen as much.

oh on the way there this white car across the way from me to my.......right had stopped. and so i kept walking. and it beeped and i walked. and it left. it’s like i don’t know you or who you are. and i don’t plan to find out. please just leave.

so at starbucks i was. ok i think maybe i guess. the pain started again. i had vertigo [again.]. i felt like people were going to look at me funny cause i had vertigo. no like. i’m not drunk or on drugs. i have vertigo. and if i seem like i’m in pain it’s bc i am. no one was ‘whoa. hey you alrite?’.

idinno. it’s.......maybe. no it’s. the spotlight effect. and starbucks. it’s the people there. probably aren’t judgemental. but just. i’m. defensive about this.

i have musc.skel problems now. and my body temp. is. having problems w/ that again.

so i didn’t really enjoy, being at starbucks cause of what i’d mentioned above. which is sad cause it’s one of my fave places. but my day and how it went isn’t/wasn’t the fault of the store. ya know? [or maybe you don’t.].