the meeting. in 2017. got it.

this is from yesterday:

so i’m a little set off today.

so we had a meeting earlier. I asked something about Medicaid and confusion and the rules the lady has to follow. well I don’t feel I got my question answered. which I guess. what are the rules of Medicaid and um. how are they correlated w/ my situation. and whenever i don’t get my questions answered i get. ........frustrated. and at the time I literally didn’t know how else to phrase my question. so I just. ended up not saying much more about it. in order to avoid um. going round in circles.

Oh also. I found out a bit of news. [yes again. i’m like watching the news cause there’s ‘always’. well news going on. wow.]. So the lady’s husband. he, while yes he’ll be living at the house [i should hope so as they’re - obviously - married] and occupying the same space. He won’t be having the same job she has. He’ll still be a truck driver though er delivery person via.......truck.........driving. Which means. he’s not allowed to be alone w/ me.

Ok 1. he has never. done anything to where I felt he shouldn’t be. ever. but it feels like they think he did. If. he had I’d either blog about it or tell someone. But he never has. so what bc i’m a woman i’m somehow more delicate then a guy? wow standard much? sorry but i don’t like this mindset. Take Back The Night. [and again. he’s never..........] how come guys never need to be protected ya know? [btw i’m making a point not actually asking.]. i don’t need anyone to rescue me from anywhere.

I know. I take things personally. [and please don’t tell me not to as that won’t help.].

One of the good things about him having the same job as the lady. [yes i know. i haven’t actually said what the lady does.]. was that. if she’s busy he is available to come pick me up from.wherever. also. honestly another reason i like when he picks me up is cause. um. he doesn’t bring up the things i’m doing/not doing whereas she will.

so i think. this might mean a change in my schedule. and i’m not sure yet cause the future’s not here yet. nothing’s happened yet.