where did I go? *Con./TA/BI in 2017. got it.

the part of me that was warm and sweet. i wish i knew. where that part of me goes. no really. I wish I knew when people sustain concussions when they......when they sustain brain injuries. i know what physically and neurologically and um. medically/........scientifically happens, when that happens. And I understand how it changes someone’s personality. But like. I don’t know where the former part actually goes. ‘the former part’ being. who the person was before. does it lie dormant? or does it just go. away? wherever ‘away’ is.

Like ok. when someone puts a coin in a fountain, for example. The person can see/feel/hear. and know. that the coin went into the fountain. like I literally don’t know. where that part of my personality went. And I really.want to.

i’ve looked up, brain injuries and what happened. and ok well. ‘this thing burst’ or ‘this nerve was damaged’ or ‘this part was hit’. right so I understand all that. but i don’t.........i’m under the impression that a part of us leaves. when. the concussion happens.

ok first off. i’m not sure that i actually understand what personality, is. ok so i looked it up and. according to..........wikipedia: ‘

Personality has to do with individual differences among people in behaviour patterns, cognition and emotion. Different personality theorists present their own definitions of the word based on their theoretical positions.’

and also ‘
the combination of characteristics or qualities that form an individual’s distinctive character:’

ok............... so. i think.........maybe. that. well i know what happened. i just don’t know........i’ma start to circle talk again so.