Opendiary back,realistic poor, no happily ever after in Misadventures of West Virginia Woman

I was sent to a text message from my friend Mandy telling me opendiary.com was back. I got excited wondering if my old diary from my teenage years and late 20s was still on there to discover they charge people to post their diary on there $3.99 a month. Why would i do that when prosebox is free? We know where i am staying.

I tried to be quiet Saturday so Talan could sleep where i have acid reflux gerd and ulcers my stomach got sick.

We dont have much food in the house so i tried to drive up the road got so sick i almost threw up i tried to eat a snack wrap and parfait. I gagged trying keep my food down. The stomach acid in my throat made it difficult. I had to go home get medicine and lay down. I spent the rest of the day cuddled with a heating pad and my cat.

Talan bought cheese chili and chips with salsa. He wanted nachos for dinner. I tried to eat it but the cheese got me sick it was a little spicy.. I grabbed the pepto bottle went back to bed.

Talan noticed i havent been wearing my engagement ring. My hands have been swelled making wearing the ring painful and difficult. I swell when i pms. He thought it was because i didnt love him anymore. I am not wearing the ring because it has been cutting circulation off to my finger. I need a diuretics. I was embarassed to mention that i have been swelling more than usual. I really need to see a gynecologist. Talan was relieved when i explained it is a medical issue. He hasnt been paying much attention to me lately i think he is feeling guilty.

Money has been tight lately. Talan took half his paycheck aside for rent. Most of my paycheck this week us going to power bill. Next weeks paycheck is going to rent.

I dont know how anyone can afford a new house, vacations and fancy things. I bet most people lie on social media just to put on a show for neighbors and friends. I dont owe any credit card debt. I only owe on my student loans where i went to college. My car and trailer was bought by my mom. I owe her money for both. Together both are worth less than $8000. I rather owe my mom than risk being repoed. My taxes will go to mom happily. I am grateful she helped me out!

I wish i could say at 30 i have my life in order but i know that is a lie. I dont have a savings account because i dont have enough money after bills to get by. I rent a lot for $275 a month in a trailer park. It is a peaceful location i feel that is cheap for lot rent. I am grateful. I hope someday i will have enough money saved to buy a tiny lot of land. I plan to open a savings account to slowly build up money for my dreams.

I might ask a few friends to teach me to coupon. I might buy a newspaper see if i can figure out a way to buy some cheap necessities.

Today is the last day Kmart is going to be open. I used to work there and i am visiting for my final goodbye. I left in August for another job because i knew they would shut down soon. I hope my friends will find good jobs.