all in an effort to decrease my depression. TA [the accident] in 2017. got it.

so. i currently live w/ a woman who. well she has to document ‘everything’. but. she only documents the things she knows. so. i got out most days bc:

a: in an effort to decrease my depression [the more i stay in the more my depression increases]

and b: anxiety. [if i don’t go out um..........she’ll say something about it. and knowing she will in some way increases my anxiety]

well turns out. now due to TA [the accident] my depression has actually increased. what a world.