what would it sound like? *Con.* in 2017. got it.

so. it’s really difficult to describe and explain sounds. which is why i’m not going to. but. this is more um...... if my brain/body could sing how/what they’ve been feeling. type thing.

alrite here we go:

ain’t no sunshine. when she’s gone...... the ‘she’ in this case is me. i feel like. a part of me left. credit to bill withers.

‘hallelujah’. obvious reasons. [sorry. the ‘obvious reasons’ being a i love it and 2 the emotions are. deep.].

‘suitcase blues’. this song. omygod this song. by rik emmet. actually the first time i heard this song was w/ Pat.

‘edge of glory’. so this is about death actually. lady gaga.

‘creep’. obvious reasons. [sideshow. i look a bit physically different if people look close enough.].

‘send in the clowns’. the ‘clowns’ being the light.

‘can’t make you love me’. always liked this one.

‘sittin on the dock of the bay’. sittin here restin my bones.........physical as well as emotional. roy orbison.

total eclipse of the heart. once upon a time there was light in my life......... that british.........oh bonnie tyler.

she’s got you. the only thing different. the only thing new......... i’ve got your memory or has it got me...... except. it’s the opposite. i don’t have the vividness of memories. patsy cline.

‘so far away’. seperating myself from myself. like a splitting. like mitosis. it would be so fine to see your face at my door........ doesn’t help to know that you’re so far away. carole king.

i wish i could remember the lyrics to a david bowie song right now.......... but. ‘lady stardust’. people stared at the makeup on his face..........