concussion. and. oh wow. in 2017. got it.

so this is from...........earlier.........today. [10:30 p.m. atm]:

i’m ready to type it now. concussion.

ok so earlier. i well i was in pain and nauseaus. in my upper right back. [and yes that’s a thing. something about the nerves and the doors.]. [well they’re not actual doors. but the pain receptor thing travels from Door 1 which would be pain to Door 2 which would be nauseau.]. That was. the worst i’ve felt in awhile. um. yeah i got up went to the bathroom dizziness occured..........like i didn’t hit anything. [thank god.].

went back to my room. after 30 mins. [as i’d brushed my teeth] i had a bit of peanut butter and then some water.

i’m still that way. and my sternum feels weird. i’m like. sitting up against pillows which is helping. i’m not like exactly ok but i’m. um...........well nothing got hit.

i hate this. so much. not just what happened but um. PCS in general. this is an awful place to be. recovery and the emotions and the changes in my brain..........