I just want to be better in Come Down

Thats all.

I’m not from here. I’m okay with me doing my hobbies at home while he does the same and we take hits together. I just feel like I’m suppose to be the one responsible for what we do so I mentioned that HE should so me around so that we have more to do. It might keep me from being all fuckibg emotional.

All I wanted to do was have something to talk about. He must have thoughts up there…

Then I realize it probably just made him think of her. Based on what he texted, that’s all the reason he ever came back and all he does is think of her when he’s there…

Then I think he may have finally wrote my name in the note pad he got me…

I guess he’s trying…

Maybe he should actually use the lighter case I wrote our names in like he said he would. As if he’d really flaunt and show it off…
I didn’t think much of it but of course he buys a new one instead. He didn’t even use the fuckbg Zippo until I kept saying I need to go look at some so I can buy…

Last updated January 15, 2018