Echo-o-o-o in Chapter 2 : The Elle Era

OK so, I’ve agreed (and arranged) to go to a S/H support group. I’m going this week, and I’m scared. I don’t really want to go, but I do want to get better, and this could be the first step in the right direction. It’s called Echo. I don’t know why but it doesn’t fill me with confidence. What if they think I’m a freak because of what I do? What if they think I’m just being silly? I’m just scared, really scared. I wish I could just wake up and have everything be normal, have me be normal. I just want to be normal. I just want to be happy.

Today I just wish I could curl up in a corner and cry. I feel like crying. I feel like I could just burst into tears and I don’t know why. I don’t why anymore. I don’t even think I know who I am anymore.

Last updated January 14, 2018