huh so this is interesting. well to me anyway you might not be that interested. which is fine. *E* in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

yeah so.

as put.

Oh and when I put 'anxious' I mean due to clinical anxiety.

On FOD I barely blogged from 2006 - 2009. I joined in 2006. both about my emotional/psychological issues, and in general.

Feb. 2010 was when *Meagan's friend offed himself. In March I was anxious.

In April I was scared. the Night Terrors were back. I was scared. and my paternal grandfather passed.

In May I relapsed. In July the Night Terrors were back.

So in 2011. Jan. The Night Terrors returned, I was anxious.

I've not posted the entries from 2012/2013 on here from FOD yet. i'll mark them as private.....as I really don't think it's necessary for people to re-read them. they're just for my records. [unless. of course you really want* to re-read them.....]