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So I let Drill Sargent wiggle his way back in. Spent the night with him a couple of nights ago. No sex. I’m not comfortable enough to do that while I’m on my period…

There was a moment we had though… I had my legs wrapped around him, sitting on his lap.. He had his arms around me, looked me in my eyes and said, “I’m here for you. You know that right? I’m here for you… ” Swoon*** Our kisses were so passionate. Fuck. I always let him back in.

I’m scared. His duty will be over soon.. He doesn’t know if he will be staying here or not.. I worry he will leave and this will all have been for nothing.. Just ew.

I’m over my roommate/”best friend” and my brother. I could write on and on about this shit, but they don’t deserve any more characters…