More terrible decisions.. in Ramblings of a stranger..

So I have a bearded friend… And I’ve known him for years, but we’ve never been super close. We’ve flirted in the past, shared pictures.. But nothing serious. He got into my inbox, and things got hot and heavy.. We snapped some crazy things and he mentioned how much he wanted to make out..

Anyways my friends had just had their baby and their car seat hadn’t come in the mail yet, so I drove her and baby home when they got discharged.. They were going to buy a bassinet, but I told them I’d run home to grab the one I have just taking up space. When I went back home (20 miles from main town in an little town) bearded guy texted me saying he was there in the town I live in.. Long story short we met up and made out in my truck… And it was just.wow!!! I don’t know… If you told me last week I’d be making out with him, I would have laughed.. Just wtf. I don’t know what I’m doing.

I’ve not really been talking to drill Sargent.. He’s busy now that he is back at work.. His schedule the next two days are suppose to be pretty crazy. I usually don’t hear from him, when he’s at work.. And I’m really not sure how I feel about him or where I stand with him.. I just don’t know..

I’m confused as fuck.