Maybe I am weird.. in Ramblings of a stranger..

Someone said it was “fucked up” of me to have “back burner dudes”…

It got me thinking… I know for a fact I am back burner chick to a few dudes. The Electrician pops up in my life in between his relationships all the time. For 3 years now. Haha we have gone out a few times, flirt text, made out a few times.. But he always gets with someone else. Buhhh… I’m okay with that. Dude has 3 kids. I have 3 kids. I am not down to be Mrs. Brady.. Nope. He wants to hang out in 2 weeks. Snaps me non stop.. Ugh

There’s Ex Army/Rehab dude… 5 years now Lol. He’s hot. Ridiculously hot. Never fucked. Messed around a few times.. Hand shit.. 4 years ago? He wants to come see me next weekend.. Must be on a break from baby momma… Lolol again, I’m okay with it… Seriously. Nope.

I take it as a compliment to be the back burner chick… Lol never gonna happen, boys. I like that I remain a fixture in their broken lives though.. I bet my dudes love that shit, too. Whatever.

Now.. All that being said.. Drill Sargent will be picking me up soon… Eek. I’m so fucking excited. I get warm, fuzzy feelings… All. Over. My pipes froze. My plan was to woman-scape after work so there would be no stuble… And now I can’t. Ugh. I have to shower and shave at his house… Yikes..

When do I cut these people off? Seriously… I don’t wanna jinx things… Ugh. I need legit advice people.. If you made it this far, lemme know… Anyways.. He’s going to be here soon. Gotta get ready.