Only Dying in Every day scata

Stone Temple Pilots

7:44 am

I’m not shaking and sick to my stomach from the pain this morning, so I guess laying in bed for most of the day yesterday was the thing to do. I’ll be able to work today, and hopefully it will actually help some and not make it hurt to the point that I can’t work again tomorrow. Honestly, I’ll have to push through the pain regardless. I can’t not work. Period. I absolutely hate that I had to cancel yesterday, especially seeing that I complain when the clients cancel, y’know?

I fell asleep around 6:30 pm yesterday when I laid down “for a little bit”. I woke up at nine to the dogs waiting to go out their last time. I got them out and back in, went back to bed thinking “I’ll never be able to sleep.”, but I did. I woke up again around 2:30 am and thought the same thing. I fell back to sleep. Pain is just exhausting.

My only concern today is if Client #2 wants me to go up and down the stairs with stuff. Stairs really kill me when this happens. I guess I’ll just have to take my time. Again, pisses me off because I move quick. It’s the Masshole in me. Cities move fast, so I walk fast, move fast. I can’t get that out of my system even after 20 years. lol if I go walking with someone, I leave them in the dust :)

2:41 pm

I made it through work! My back didn’t bother me too much while I was working, just like I thought. It’s when I stop . My right foot is “asleep” and has been since I got home. Or, that’s when I noticed it. That and the pain. I don’t even have any ibuprofen in the house. I need to go to the store, but I’ll wait till tomorrow when I have to go to town. I’m going to mix some kratom into some oatmeal seeing that I still don’t have any soy milk for a protein shake. I hope it doesn’t taste too horrible. The stuff is just gross. I hope it helps a little with the pain, though. Seems like it’s a hit or miss thing with the kratom. Sometimes it works wonders, sometimes notsomuch, and then I think “I tortured myself getting that crap down for nuthin!”

I see that my friends back east are getting some snow, and I’m jealous. We need snow. Or rain. Not freezing rain, please and thank you. It’s so damn dry out. Because of that, I keep getting shocked whenever I touch anything. I literally ground myself before pumping gas because of it. It’s not a wee little static, either. You can hear it across the room. The dogs don’t like me when I’m charged like this lol I always zap them. And it doesn’t matter what shoes or clothes I wear, or where I’m at. I’m going to get zapped. Ouch.

6:11 pm

I found out today that one of our “neighbors” (she lives a few miles away) sold her aluminum Zmas tree for about 400 bucks. Curious, I went to Ebay and found a tree exactly like ours and it’s going for 355. That is crazy! No way I’d even think of selling ours, but it’s like… damn! We have 400 bucks decorated with pretty little baubles!

I tried laying down because the pain is getting to me, but that hurt just as bad, so here I am. I have the ice pack, hoping to numb the pain a little bit. Nothing else I can do. Meh.

Nothing else to say today.

I’ll see ya later.