A Question of Time in Every day scata

Depeche Mode

11 am

I need to start keeping track of the song titles I use. I’m afraid I’m going to use the same one twice, and I’m too lazy to look back in the diary.

Client #3 canceled again. This time she said her plumbing backed up. I don’t trust people to tell the truth sometimes, and I’m afraid she is just making excuses. But if she isn’t, I offered to come over to clean up that yuck of a mess any afternoon this week.

We’ll see.

12:55 pm

I’m seriously anxious for no reason. My thoughts are stupid.

I get obsessive. lol like you guys didn’t know that.

Right now it’s Zmas cards. I’m making headway (I’m at “T” in my address book) but I still don’t have stamps and I know it’s only the fifth but I ”have” to get these out. ::gasp::

See? Stupid.

1:24 pm

Just got off the phone with Angie’s list. They sent me an email with the link for the clients to leave a review. Do you know how hard it is to ask someone to do that? Especially when you’re already anxious as fuck?

Thankfully, I’m able to message them online. I’ll have to ask Client #1 for his email address (or his wife’s. She’s more tech savvy). Crap I have to message Alpenhorn, too. Although I feel it’s too soon to ask. hmmm eh. What can it hurt?

I need to let my meds kick in, first.

2:20 pm

Decided to talk to the folks at the Alpenhorn face to face. Just seems more professional seeing that they are business owners.

Pam fixed that weird Spotify error! Huzzah!

I need to do something now… work on the cards I guess. I’m on “W” now. It’s a good thing I bought another box of cards just in case. Again, I haven’t even gotten the list from the fibro group. I may have to get onto the admin about it. Oh. Wait. I guess she is waiting till the 15th. omg that is way too close to Zmas to get things sent out! Aaaaahhhh!

Oh, and Pam got me a flint for my survival stuff. I honestly don’t remember if I have one in there already tbh. But hey, I’d rather have two, than one. I really need to go through that stuff and make a list of exactly what I have. I’ll do that later, maybe. I’ve been saying that for a week, though. feh.

4:11 pm

I did not want to dust off 44 squirrel figurines, but I did. I didn’t have much of a choice lol Now to work on a few other prompts. I’m near panic attack for no reason and I’m really trying hard to distract myself. Maybe I should do the other two names on the page of my address book first. Aaaaand obviously my Adderall isn’t doing jack shit for me today.

6:14 pm

The pain in my shoulder is horrible right now. I did nothing to make it flare up. Actually, it’s probably because I did nothing. It doesn’t hurt as bad when I work. ::sigh::

See ya.