Monday; No Work in Come Down

I’m ready to be done with this batch and come down. Today, I haven’t felt any of the hits. I’m just burning/wasting product but I get to practice.
I think he’s hiding what else he does. I think he sniffed something though. There is a difference from blowing your nose and sniffing something up your nose… Then he just kept hog spitting like he does when drainage happens. It seems that he only does that when he sniffs something.

I’m trying to accept that he’s hiding it and pretend nothing is bothering me. I even try to go somewhere else or do something else so that he can go ahead and do what he needed to do. Even if he just wanted to masturbate. Maybe he doesb’t want me to see his sex toy either. Well either way I don’t snoop, I just wonder…

There could be so many things out in the open that he could be hiding it in.

It’s like we are being way too nice to each other today but we both aren’t being honest with to each other. It must be a bad thing to do in a relationship.

Well guess what, I guess this is when I have a problem. I’ll just hide shit from him too…

Yes, maybe he has more of a problem than he’d like to admit so he’s hiding his stuff. Maybe he wants to keep me from getting an addiction…

Too late.

Last updated December 05, 2017