The Fuck... in Fresh Start...

My brain hurts y’all. Like a lot…

So this afternoon at work I was basically propositioned for sex. And it really caught me off guard and from someone I really wasn’t expecting it to come from.

He’s been nice to me. Before, he told me that M was jealous of me and F because he wants me but doesn’t want anyone to know. But apparently M said something about my oral skill set and so this guy, who is around 50 and black told me he was interested… I’m not sure how to phrase this, but “your head is fire” was said multiple times??? I was also told I’m a “real bitch” but in a good way???

I basically told him thanks for the compliment, but I’m not generally attracted to black guys, I’m still hung up on F, and I’m not interested in hooking up with anyone from work again.

How fucked up is all this? Like he tried to kiss me on the neck. I’m fairly weirded out. He also said something about J having some fucked up feelings for me bc I’m affectionate towards him. But I’m like J is married and has kids and knows I don’t mean anything by it. And he said that me hugging on J bothers F.

So when I went in the office to say bye and F and J were both in there I made sure to hug on J because I can. And then after F left, he called him a dum dum and I said yeah he is dumb I mean he’s not dating me so obviously and he said he’s not dating anyone now… just fuck.... and the guy that propositioned me today said F was going to be calling me when he got done… FML