Screwing up in Everyday life

I have a job where my name usually isn’t attached to my work.

But when I fuck up, everyone sees it. It’s in a very prominent place.

Even if my name is not attached to it, I know it was me that fucked up.

I screwed up twice tonight, both in very prominent spots.

It usually happens when I’m trying to blow through 20 things at once. Often I don’t need to be working at that pace, it’s just the way I usually work. I need to tell myself to slow down sometimes.

And these are the mornings where I am eating crap I should not be eating. It’s a coping mechanism, and a really bad one at that.

I think I’ll be over it by the time I wake up later, but ugh.