please don't talk about me when i'm gone. or even when i'm not. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

so. this was just.awkward. and embarassing. ok so last......um tues. er no wait it was wed. yeah anyway. So last Wed. after I’d put my PIN in 3 times and talked to the self checkout lady ashley about it. well for some reason after that i felt really awkward and uncomfortable. and apparently when i feel that way i.act out. well so I went and was going to get a Luna bar. yes w/ the card that didn’t work. cause i don’t listen to people. i’m the person where. someone tells me not to do something. and i’ve never wanted to do it more.
anyway so when I was at the self checkout I overheard ashley talking to 2 of the manager people about me. and not like in a bad way she was just telling them about the PIN card thing. and I felt really.just awkward having overheard their conversation. wrong time it just came at the wrong time. [so apparently i have a problem w/ women named ‘ashley’. first there was my sister’s friend and now it’s this lady.]. From their conversation I got that maybe they think I’m lower functioning then i am........and more fragile then i actually am. like ‘we should keep an eye on this lady cause she doesn’t completely understand how things work’. well which i mean yeah sometimes i don’t but does anyone, really? like i felt all defensive even though. i was the one who’d overheard them.
i don’t care if people talk to me.or not so long as they don’t talk about me ya know? [or maybe you don’t.].
i.it was just. yeah.........awkward.