Everything Changes in Out in the Open

That’s the song I am listening to right now. It’s from the musical The Waitress.
The phone call I received yesterday was not from K. Not going to lie, I’m a bit disappointed about it. However, I’m not surprised.
I did good today. I am not all that sad today, but I have put all my effort into finishing my book. I am really getting a lot of it done. The book is actually a book I started for K. It’s only meant to be read by him. When I get it all done I will unblock him, ask for his address and send it off to him. This will be very therapeutic to me, and with any luck eye opening to him.
That’s all I have for now. I feel ok today. Today is a good day.
Oh and I read someone’s diary entry last night that was all about how all of us on here weren’t entertaining them and only wrote about their kids, marriage, and problems caused by not being able to walk away from a bad relationship. LOL I guess maybe that last one was a poke at me. Fortunately this diary community isn’t about entertaining other diarist, but instead about compassionately reading each other’s writings with respect. I love this community, even if I hardly ever write, and when I do it’s because I am lost or sad.

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