TWITTER: Response in Book Four: Ichi-no-Tani 2017

Just so it is written down somewhere…
I don’t know why I’m still having recurring dreams about Aoife. She’s always sexy… different versions of it, just as she was when we knew each other. Last night, as fitting with our environment, she was professionally dressed and sexy.
But what I wanted to get in writing here to make clear… I know that I view what Aoife and I had with Radioactive Rose Tinted Glasses. If it had worked out with her, my life would not be “magically complete and better in every way”. I don’t believe that nor have I ever. Would some things be better? Absolutely. Money and Sex would be LOADS better. But some things would be much worse. MUCH worse. Like friendships, my relationship with my family, and my emotional well-being. So maybe that is what triggers the recurring dreams. If I’m worried about money or my sex life has hit another bump in the road… maybe she represents that? Who’s to say.