Double Guh-errr in meh...

1) 12:13a to be exact and I’m awake. Little baby moves too much. Big baby is knocked out. I’m back at work tomorrow.

2) My daughter and these fucked up work hours. I think if she could just work one job with decent hours she can afford her life.

3) Daughter’s electricity was shut off. I’m feeling like the habitual fixer that I am. Thing is, I want to fix it so that I don’t have to let her stay here and keep reminding her to cut the shit, the loudness, the popping off because she has to have the last word and be the loudest with the neighbor, putting me in jeopardy of having somewhere to live.

4) I fix their things for selfish reasons, but because they are selfish, it bites me in the ass. I just don’t like her being at my place. Seriously.

5) I gladly go to work to escape the reality that is my home life.

6) I need a fuckin windfall.

7) Probably will never get a windfall because I’ll do something stupid like, help my kids with stuff so they will leave me alone for about 3 months, hopefully 12. ::smdh::

Last updated September 20, 2017