Inappropriate Adult Themed Statement in Book Four: Ichi-no-Tani 2017

I need to get laid. Or force alone time into my schedule in order to “take care” of the problem on my own. I get that people deal with depression and stress in their own way but… yeah. A great way to de-stress involves sexual release. And with life as it is these days… once a month or less just isn’t doing it for me. Though… I am ecstatic that I’ve had sex this year. I have to say enthusiastically and with confidence… as much as I adore my wife… if that “three years of No” had continued… or if she fell back into “We don’t need to have sex for years on end” mentality… I would divorce her. Like… it is weird to say. I adore her. I am very much in love with her. I still get excited at the thought of seeing her and being with her. But… I’ve “matured” if you can call it that. I adore my friends. I am very much happy to have the friends I do and I get excited at the thought of hanging out with them. Since I have that as a comparison… the sexual element to a marriage is… a bit more clearly defined for me.

But yeah. I need to get laid.