Untitled (June 2010) in meh...

Made a decision today.
Made a decision long ago.
I’m just now acting on it.

This isn’t working.

Didn’t have a plan to begin with, but no plans were made during the actual mental filiming of this fiasco starring you and me.

What the hell were we doing?
Trying to be a couple of unsuccessful distractions?
The women that obviously haunt you, the love of my life that haunts me…
Again, I ask what the hell were we doing?
What were we thinking?

Tried to make a dollar out of fifteen cents and it just wasn’t obtainable.
I’m sorry. Are you?

Time was wasted even as I tried.
Love slipped from our lips & it too was wasted on each other.
The heat of the moment lead us and left us there feeling high…
…was so inappropriately spoken.

I tried to feel what wasn’t there for me.

So I removed your picture from my mental frame today.
Decided for us both to end this game that no one is playing on fields no one has bothered to gather on to watch.

No salt, no flag on the play.
The mistake was both ours.
I’m sorry we couldn’t be to each other what we wanted to be.

It was good while it lasted…