Somebody in Current Events

Things that triggered my depression do not trigger me anymore but I still have been feeling down lately. I am lonely. I wish I had a companion. When my 2 year old niece laughs or smiles she looks up at somebody to share it with. Is that not what the human experience is suppose to be about? Not a “lol” or emoji. I want to travel but I want somebody to travel with. I want somebody to share my good times with. Somebody who is still there when there are bad times. I want to grow with somebody. I need to work through the issues that I have that convince me that every guy in town will just be draining and distracting and afraid of the deep end.