Sunday Morning in New Diary

Yesterday turned out to be a good day. I did a lot of reading early in the morning. Best part of the day was I saw Chocolatechip She called around 11:30 and wanted to come up and use the computer. I said sure. We got to talking and she was telling me that she cancelled with Frontier. I said good. I said I heard so many bad things about their service. She said she got to thinking about it and decided that it was not a good idea. She wondered what if she had to return the equipment and there was no place to drop it off. I said your best bet should be with Comcast. I’m not crazy about Comcast but they are pretty reliable. A good point with Comcast is that they will send somebody out to install it. You have to pay but I think it is worth it. She got on the computer and chatted with Comcast. They had a good plan for her and then she agreed to it. They will send a technician on Monday between 12 and 2. I said that wo8uld be good.

We sat and talked some more. She was talking about her ex husband Doug. He was supposed to move to Freedom Place on Friday. They called him and said the carpet needs to be dried and said he can move on Monday. I said that will be good. He was calling her and he told her that his roommate too k his van. The van is in pretty bad shape and it needs new break pads. I said call the police on her . They were telling me that if the police impound the van it would cost $50 She did come back with it and that was the end of the conversation.

I was asking her if she was hungry She said she didn’t have anything to eat. I was telling her that I have a frozen pizza. I could heat that up and share it with her. She said she never turned down pizza. So we had an early supper I really enjoyed her company.

After supper she said she wanted to leave She asked me if I wanted to come down. I said I needed to take a shower I’ll be down then. I took a shower and went to her apartment. I hooked up her computer for her and then she said thanks. I gave her a hug and then went home.

I got a little bit down afterwards. I was thinking about her was hoping that she would talk to me about getting back together. When she was here I offered to cook supper for her tomorrow I said I can fix a Homestyle Bake. She did not take me up on it. The subject of getting back together never came up. That made me feel kind of depressed. I ended up playing a lot of chess games. Then I started to read and I finished that one chapter in my book.

i never did watch any John Wayne movie. Seeing all those old actors on there kind of depresses me. Besides I saw them about a million times. I figured I would be better off reading my book so I concentrated on my reading.

Well Saturday turned out to be a good day. I hope today will be just as good. The idea is not to dwell on shit and keep my mind occupied. Thinking and obsessing things I have no control over only gets me depressed. So I will be doing a lot of reading today.