Prefers Subs? in Embracing my Inner Sex Addict

Oh my. I think my kinky side is definitely in love. 😍

I saw this guy on Tinder and he posted on his profile “prefer subs.” We matched up, I asked him “Does that mean like for lunch? Or like in the bedroom?” We got to talking and found out we were both on the fet webstie. Apparently, he messaged me on there a month before I even seen him on Tinder. He never messages anyone and I’m never on there.

I never know what to do with this kinky side of me. Do I embrace it? Hide it in a closet? I’m not fully satisfied with a vanilla relationship.. am I? Can I handle a kinky relationship? I don’t know – if I never try? 

I met him and its totally on. 

He is looking for something consistent and so am I and I don’t know where it’ll go. I feel like I know him, already. I don’t know if I met him somewhere a long time ago and don’t remember? Or if my soul recognizes him and he’s the one for this adventure. I don’t know.

He really made me feel pretty and desirable? I already feel really comfortable and safe with him and I really can’t wait to see him again… and fully submit.

I just felt so drawn to him, even just swiping left and right on Tinder. I don’t message people on dating sites, I just weed through the “hey beautiful” and talk to people out of boredom. I messaged him first and we talked. (We had a mutual friend on FB, so I felt comfortable with that, too.)

When I got to see him in person though, we really just hung out in his room for the whole day. He was super tired from partying the night before for his birthday, so we only made out a few times and kind of snuggled? We connected though. We had good chemistry even just relaxing.

I really cannot wait to see him again.